The thing you must know about me is this: I am a living contradiction. I feel too much but say too little, if not nothing at all. I don’t reply to messages because it takes too much of my time, but I do patiently waiting in line when I’m buying novels at a bookstore. I like trying new things all the time, but I dislike the risk that comes with it. I’m a neat freak when it comes to my things, but I cannot even unclutter the mess I make in my head. I don’t keep a notebook for organizing my bills, but I keep one on my bed because I like to write whenever I cannot sleep. I like change, but it is something I cannot easily accept. I have a million reasons to love myself, but until now I have no idea how to apply any of them. I am an erupting volcano that’s beautiful from afar but destructive up close. I am a self-made dilemma, as you already know, and if I’d been someone else in another world, I probably would have done something different, but sadly I’m not. I’m only myself, and I hope that is okay with you… 😉 ♥