Month: April 2014

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I write to you…

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I write to you in crooked lines of my concrete poetry, in lost feelings that a long time I cannot taste it, and I expect you to understand my profound agony. I write myself, entire, for you to savor my deep desire to be only one, you and I, abstract contrast of the two of us walking to the stream that takes us beyond our dreams. And also with my whole body, I sketch the outlines on a blank paper, frozen in time of your mind. Listen to the words, as my body, they sing to you the sweetest melody that … Continue reading I write to you…

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My mother…

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The time cannot take away all images, moments lived and emotions, although she does not remember anything else — she has Alzheimer’s Syndrome lost in a dark hole — her memory speaks for herself…  She was a stronghold, a wall, and her faith nurtured herself with hope, at that time I could not understand her with all her dogmas and beliefs, maybe I was so immature, so selfish to feel the things in another way; living in her own skin and know she was me, the sum and experience of another time. In the end, we are just women crushed by … Continue reading My mother…

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Serenity…

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All I need is serenity to solve my stuffs; there is a big storm inside me, thousands of characters screaming to get out, voices echoing like a drum of my sorrows, my joys, my struggles…  To live There is a place I visit when I find myself sad and I have no more strength to react. It is a place I can feel quietly, I close my eyes and know peace.  I look inside me and before the immensity of my ignorance, I feel a tiny ant, maybe I do not understand anything, maybe I know nothing, I cannot understand … Continue reading Serenity…

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Fly …

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We are all on a journey, some of us are closer to understanding where they are going and why, while others are starting out and starting over, each step, no matter where we are, it is important directionally and emotionally, our spirit needs energy, hope and faith that our lives are meaningful and we are always ready to learn, our inner being, our passions and emotive selves grow as we go along our path with arms and souls wide open ready to fly…♥ Continue reading Fly …

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Life…

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Life and the Universe have a funny way of bringing us to the exact people, places, circumstances, and messages that our souls are calling for at the right time. What appears as an accident in our lives is not always what it seems. Nothing happens by chance, and there are no coincidences. We begin to understand that there’s a reason for the way our life is unfolding even though it may not always be immediately apparent.  I have learned that what seems like a curse at the moment can actually be a blessing, and that what seems like the end … Continue reading Life…

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Pleasures of the flesh …

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​This is how I love, and it’s always frightening. I want to get inside people like a second skin. I want to love you like you love yourself, I want to know where your mind runs when you see something that reminds you of your childhood, I want to know about the day you realized you… When we think of carnal pleasures, or pleasures of the flesh, the first thing we think about is sex. Of course, there are other pleasures of the flesh, such as eating, drinking, enjoying nature, music, art, conversation… all the pleasures we gain from our … Continue reading Pleasures of the flesh …

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Life: the eternity of love

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I hope for love and I do believe it makes us eternal. All my longings and desires are pointing there, pulling there, drawing me ever forward  Life is overflowing, nothing is permanent, and because nothing is permanent, we need to look beyond our lives and realize it will not last forever, if we have a really bad day or week, it will not last. Close your eyes, feel the air that surrounds us, the sun that feeds our skin, everything is there for all of us, and we just need to notice it. If we are here an eternity, then … Continue reading Life: the eternity of love