Spill yourself out!

Pour yourself onto the paper, let the ink flow like a river, carrying the weight of your unspoken words. Drag the pen across the page, etching your story into the fibers, staining it with tear marks and the rawness of your emotions. Breathe life into the pages, infusing them with the scent of your struggles, the echoes of your internal battles.

Handle it as though it were poison, for the words you spill onto the paper are potent, a reflection of your deepest truths. Slide it between the leaves of an old, dusty book, a relic of your unspoken confessions, and leave it there, a testament to the parts of yourself you dare not revisit.

Feel it in the swell of your chest on sunlit days when laughter dances in the air and the world feels alive. Recognize it in the morning symphony of birdsong, intertwined with the steam rising from your morning coffee. It’s intangible, yet perfect, a silent symphony of your innermost self.

Regiment your stanza lengths, regiment your rhyme schemes, but keep your message simple, for that is what your schoolteacher taught you. Read it back and find no trace of yourself in the printed letters. Leave it on your desk and contemplate a world where these words are not the ones that seek recognition.

Record yourself speaking on sleepless nights, counting your syllables like sheep. Upload it to your computer, giving it an obscure file name, hoping it remains hidden, yet secretly wishing for someone to discover it.

Tattoo it on your body, a symbol of your truth, a picture of your soul. Trace the inked words on days when life weighs heavy, finding solace in the permanence of your message.

Break the rules, let your words become a hurricane when you speak of love. Leave punctuation and capitalization behind, fashioning a run-on sentence of your feelings. Breathe only when your hand cramps and the paper run out.

Feel it in a lover’s pulse, the electricity of your skin on theirs, the metaphors inherent in your touch. Read it in the roll of their eyes and the uninhibited growl in their throat. Sense it in the slide of your tongues and the soft gasp that hitches their breath. Let your words become a dance of passion, a testament to the raw, unfiltered essence of your being.

Copyright © Beatriz Esmer

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