I used to think I was not good enough for anyone, in my profession…

In the quiet of night, when the world is hushed and still, a whisper creeps into the chambers of my mind, echoing doubts I thought I had overcome. It speaks of inadequacy, of not measuring up, weaving self-doubts that once ensnared me in its suffocating embrace.

I used to believe I was not enough, that my efforts would never be sufficient, that my presence was merely a fleeting shadow in the grand theater of life. The doubts lingered like ghosts, haunting my profession, my relationships, and every corner of my existence. But I broke free from those chains, shattered the illusions that bound me, and declared my worth to the universe.

Yet, in the solitary moments, when the stars paint the sky with their gentle glow, the insidious voice returns, whispering the same old lies. It beckons me to surrender, to yield to the relentless tides of doubt, and to fade into the obscurity of resignation. But I refuse to heed its siren call.

For I made a solemn vow to myself, a pact forged in the crucible of my spirit. I am worth fighting for. I will not be swayed by the seductive allure of surrender. I choose to stand, to persevere, to defy the shadows that seek to engulf me. I am a warrior in this realm, and I will not yield, for I am not yet ready to depart from this world.

I will not surrender to the night, for I am a beacon of resilience, a testament to the unyielding strength of the human spirit. I am determined to carve my path, to leave an indelible mark upon the tapestry of existence. I will fight, not because it is easy, but because I am resolute in my belief that I am worthy, that my presence holds meaning, and that my journey is far from over.

I stand resolute, a testament to unwavering determination, a living testament to the unyielding spirit that refuses to be extinguished. I will never give up.

Copyright © Beatriz Esmer

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