I write these words to share a truth that weighs heavily on my heart. I find myself adrift, the familiar anchors of reason slipping away. The clarity that once illuminated my path is dimming, like a nearly extinguished candle in a vast, echoing chamber of my being. My certainties are dissolving, much like a body losing its footing in the depths of an uncharted sea.

I feel the ground beneath me vanishing, the solid touchpoints of my life becoming elusive. What once seemed clear and unshakeable now feels like a distant memory, an echo of a time when everything made sense. In this state of flux, I am vulnerable, exposed to the relentless tides of uncertainty.

Yet, even in this confusion, I am reaching out to you. Your presence, your love, are the beacons that guide me through this darkness. You are the light that steadies my trembling heart, the anchor that keeps me from drifting aimlessly. Though my thoughts are scattered and my certainties are fading, my love for you remains steadfast.

In this time of doubt, I ask for your patience, your understanding. As I navigate these turbulent waters, I hold onto the hope that, together, we will find our way back to solid ground. Your unwavering love gives me strength, and with it, I believe we can weather any storm.

Always,

❤️

From Love Letters & Farewell

©️ Beatriz Esmer