My dear friend,

I want to begin by saying how deeply sorry I am. I know I forget how to be a good friend sometimes. It’s dark where I am, and I often find it hard to breathe. But please believe me when I say that I love you, even when things get so bad that I can’t even recognize myself in the mirror. I apologize for not laughing at your jokes like I mean it, for my inability to focus, and for the times you see me frowning. Please understand that I don’t mean any of it. I’m just trying to find … Continue reading My dear friend,

Who …

Who will take us by the hand when a parent departs this world or our partner leaves us behind? Who will cradle us in their arms when our dreams shatter into a thousand pieces and everything falls apart? Who will be there at our deathbed to whisper gently in our ear, “Do not fear, dear child, this is but an ancient rite of passage, a natural part of the journey, to be expected and embraced, and all is well”? Through the timeless eyes of this ancient universe, nothing in your life is a small event, nothing is insignificant or undeserving … Continue reading Who …

Whole

I stand tall, unyielding in my authenticity. My strength lies not in fragility but in the unwavering resolve of my spirit. My hair flows like the wild currents of a river, untamed and free, and my skin bears the marks of life lived boldly, not the smooth, unblemished surface of porcelain. You cannot confine me with delicate adornments or superficial beauty. I am a force of nature, grounded in my own truth, unafraid to face the world as I am. Grace and daintiness are not my virtues; instead, I possess a raw, unrefined power that comes from embracing every facet … Continue reading Whole

Oyá!

She embodied the spirit of Castro Alves’ golden nightingale, her voice a haunting melody that echoed Mandela’s South African anthem. In the creases of her elbows lay the story of Salvador townships, a testament to resilience etched deep into her being. Black fists woven into her braids stood as symbols of defiance and strength, each strand a tribute to the enduring fight for justice. Malcolm and Lumumba were more than just names to her; they were the breath in her lungs, the fire in her chest. Their spirits infused her, giving her the strength to pull at the iron bars … Continue reading Oyá!

Enfer

L’enfer des vivants n’est pas un futur lointain; s’il existe, il est déjà parmi nous, se manifestant dans le quotidien que nous partageons. Cet enfer, nous le créons ensemble, dans nos interactions, dans nos indifférences, dans notre aveuglement collectif. Il existe deux voies pour ne pas en être consumé. La première, la plus commune, consiste à accepter cet enfer, à se fondre en lui jusqu’à ne plus le percevoir. C’est une résignation silencieuse, une capitulation devant l’inhumanité qui nous entoure. Beaucoup choisissent ce chemin, se protégeant ainsi de la douleur en se rendant insensibles à la souffrance environnante. La seconde … Continue reading Enfer

Amazonas

The Amazon, one of the most awe-inspiring places on Earth, is a vast, lush expanse that holds unique secrets and unparalleled natural wonders. Its ancient trees, teeming wildlife, and intricate ecosystem create a living tapestry of biodiversity that thrives in splendid isolation. The Amazon’s rivers, dense canopy, and symphony of life reflect the profound interconnectedness of nature. This majestic forest is not just a place but a testament to the enduring power and beauty of our planet, a sanctuary for the extraordinary and a beacon of natural wonder. ❤️🌻🌳🍃 ©️ Beatriz Esmer Continue reading Amazonas

Sit here. Eat …

In the quiet embrace of time’s tender touch, there comes a moment when, with joyous elation, you will find yourself at the threshold of your own being. Standing before the looking glass, your reflection will meet your gaze, and in that sacred exchange, both will smile at the other’s arrival, as if long-lost friends reunited at last. “Sit here. Eat,” you will say to your own reflection, extending an invitation to partake in the feast of life. Once more, you will embrace the unfamiliar soul that resides within, and in this reunion, love will bloom anew for the stranger who … Continue reading Sit here. Eat …

My Essence

I hail from the realm of illusions, where confused comings and goings intertwine. The insistence on history fuels my soul. I believe, losing myself in the pages of novels, where dreams and reality blur into one. My heart sways with the rhythm of deliveries and then regrets, a dance of longing and relinquishment. I am born of aching nostalgia, where memories linger like sweet whispers in the night. The harrowing waits carve deep into my soul, each moment stretching into eternity. Yet, in this world of ephemeral moments and eternal hopes, I find a beauty that transcends the ordinary, a … Continue reading My Essence

Life

I have lived for over sixty years, and in that time, I have learned that life is a constant cycle of finding and losing, forgetting, and remembering, leaving and returning. It is a never-ending dance of opportunities and second chances. The journey of life is not linear, but rather a series of twists and turns, ups and downs. Just when we think we have reached the end, a new path appears before us, offering another chance to start anew. We are constantly given the opportunity to grow, to learn, to change. And if we are alive, there is always another … Continue reading Life