The Intruder of the Self

Even if you exhaust the commas, even if you strike the finality of a period or flee from the dizzying abyss of the ellipsis—it matters little. The rhythm of life is not yours to govern; it has its own pulse, a subterranean beat that does not ask for your consent.

Sooner or later, love arrives. But it does not knock. It is impolite. It is a bold intruder that enters the room of your existence while you are still undressing your soul, catching you in that shameful, naked silence.

It arrives without the courtesy of a warning. It is a sudden storm in the middle of a Sunday afternoon, shattering the mirrors you so carefully polished to reflect a “perfect” self. This love—this thing—has no manners. It ignores the architecture of your defenses. It does not wait for the “right moment,” for it knows that the right moment is a lie we tell ourselves to feel safe.

Love is an audacious guest at the banquet of your solitude. It sits at the table, drinks from your glass, and stares at you with eyes that see too much. It disregards the ritual. It unspools the tapestry of your emotions with a violent curiosity, staining the canvas of your life with colors that hurt to look at.

It is a force that exists outside of the clock. It is a wild, dissonant melody playing in the white space of your spirit. Love is a rebel; it is the “no” to your logic and the “yes” to your chaos.

So, use your punctuation. Hide behind your periods. But love will find the crack in the wall. It will rewrite your grammar, replacing your order with a narrative that is breathless, untamed, and terrifyingly beautiful. It is the guest who barges in, turns the world upside down, and in that wreckage, finally allows you to be alive.

©️ Beatriz Esmer

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