Prose on Love’s Vastness

In the quiet chambers of a small heart, a vast love resides. It is a love that defies the confines of its vessel, spilling over and traveling with the wind. This love, so immense, descends gently, loosening the pomegranate’s grip, and falls into the depths of two wandering almond eyes. It ascends with the dawn, finding solace in the tender dimples that greet the morning light, and in its journey, it forgets the way back to the familiar comforts of house and name. This heart, though small, holds a love that is boundless. It is a love that knows no … Continue reading Prose on Love’s Vastness

Spring’s Renewal

“Yes, I deserve a spring–I owe nobody nothing.” I have walked through the harsh winters of doubt and the stormy nights of self-reproach, but now, as the first light of spring kisses the earth, I realize that I am worthy of this rebirth. I have shed the weight of expectations that were never mine to bear, and I have untangled myself from the webs of obligations that sought to bind me. The journey to this moment has been long and arduous, but with each step, I have grown stronger, more resilient. I have learned to listen to the whispers of … Continue reading Spring’s Renewal

Embracing Life at 60

In the quiet moments between heartbeats, I find solace. At 60, (almost 61) life unfurls before me like a cherished manuscript, each page inked with memories and dreams. The years have etched wisdom and osteoporosis into my bones, and I savor every breath as if it were a rare vintage wine. Perhaps it’s the awareness—the realization that time is both finite and infinite—that lends vibrancy to my days. The sunsets are more vivid, the laughter more melodic. I’ve learned to dance with impermanence, embracing the fleeting beauty of existence. Life, like a seasoned traveler, carries its own compass. It navigates … Continue reading Embracing Life at 60

Resilience Unbound

In the cavern of my chest, a crimson sentinel stands guard—a heart forged from elastic steel. It beats with unwavering courage, defying the tempests that rage within my mind. Each pulse, a testament to resilience, a rebellion against chaos. Magnificent, indeed. But what of the thing in my head? That intricate machinery of neurons and synapses, where thoughts collide like celestial bodies in cosmic dance. It, too, possesses its own kind of bravery—the quiet valor of understanding, the audacity to question, and the vulnerability to feel. The red thing in my chest and the thing in my head—they converse in … Continue reading Resilience Unbound

When I grow up, I want to be an artist.

In the mess of my childhood, I often found myself lost in the colors of my imagination. The world around me, with its vibrant hues and intricate patterns, whispered secrets of beauty and wonder. I dreamt of capturing these whispers, of translating the language of the universe onto a canvas. As I grew, so did my dreams. They blossomed like wildflowers in the meadow of my mind, each petal a stroke of inspiration. I envisioned myself standing before a blank canvas, my heart beating in rhythm with the brush in my hand. The colors would dance and swirl, creating a … Continue reading When I grow up, I want to be an artist.

Naked Desperation in the Citadel

In the heart of an ancient citadel, I stand, stripped bare before the relentless gaze of life. The memories of my past are but a distant echo, lost in the labyrinth of my mind. Here I am, naked and exposed, on the threshold of a place that feels both foreign and familiar. The stone streets whisper secrets of forgotten times, and the wooden windows, tightly shut, offer me a semblance of privacy in my exposed state. Despair clings to me like a second skin, a constant reminder of the homeland that has forsaken me. I am a stranger in this … Continue reading Naked Desperation in the Citadel

The Unyielding Presence of Pain

Pain, a relentless actress, takes center stage in the theater of life. She dons many masks, each more haunting than the last. She is the tight smile that conceals a storm, the hunched heart burdened by invisible weights, the knot that twists and turns within our chests. Her presence is undeniable, her grip unyielding. Yet, pain is not merely an antagonist. She is a force that rusts and ages, disarming us with her raw power. She leaves an indelible mark, impressing upon us the depths of our own vulnerability. But in her wake, she also brings recovery and relief. She … Continue reading The Unyielding Presence of Pain

Be Gentle

Please be gentle with me. I carry the anger of fallen angels, carefully tucked away behind the memories I’d rather forget. My silence mirrors the calm before a hurricane, and today, I feel like a category 4 storm brewing within. If you’re reckless, take heed: I am a red button, accidentally pressed, morphing into a nuclear war. But beneath this tempest lies fragility—a delicate existence akin to coffee stains on a cherished wooden table, stubbornly refusing to fade away. So, when you touch my soul, be soft, be tame, be tender. For I am everything or nothing—a fragile human being … Continue reading Be Gentle

Cosmic Reflections

In the quiet of your existence, you are a symphony of ancient elements. Your body, a testament to cosmic alchemy, mirrors the fierce grace of lionesses. Three-quarters water, coursing through veins and sinews, you carry the same liquid force that shapes mountains and carves canyons. Your DNA, a delicate script etched across the eons, whispers secrets shared with wolf genes—the same twenty amino acids weaving life’s intricate tapestry. When doubt clouds your reflection, remember: the air you inhale fuels the inferno of forest fires, consuming all in their path. You are the breath of combustion, the spark that ignites transformation. … Continue reading Cosmic Reflections

Symphony of Love

I fall in love with words that unveil the mysteries of self, that illuminate the path to understanding another. These words, like gentle caresses, speak to the core of my being, revealing truths that lie hidden beneath the surface. In the inquiry of what makes me interesting, I find a mirror reflecting the beauty of curiosity and connection. The touch of skin, the warmth of hands, these are the moments where love breathes life into the mundane. Tired eyes, worried eyes, anxious eyes—they all tell stories of vulnerability and strength, of battles fought and won. Fierce eyes, burning with an … Continue reading Symphony of Love