My own

I emptied my spaces so as not to commit the same mistakes or nurture old anxieties. Stripped of myself, I revealed my failures, my insecurities, my temperamental outbursts, my fragilities, without fearing the harsh truth. Driven by my own will, I rebuilt myself with joys, recycled my disappointments to laugh at myself, at my craziness. Renewed by my own essence, I am half full and the other half waiting for new experiences. I, a reading of myself, now read myself entirely, without the fear and shame of knowing who I am…

Letting go of the past is an act of courage. By emptying my spaces, I paved the way for a new journey, free from the burdens I once carried. Stripped of myself, I looked into the mirror of my soul and faced my failures, my insecurities, and all my fragilities without averting my gaze. In this act of revelation, I found an unsuspected strength, a light that persisted amidst the shadows.

Moved by this new strength, I rebuilt myself with joys. Each disappointment, carefully recycled, transformed into a reason to smile. I rose from my own ashes, celebrating my craziness with the lightness of someone who has learned to dance in the storm.

Now, renewed, I am half full and the other half awaiting new experiences that life has to offer. I read myself, know myself, and above all, accept myself. Without fear, without shame. Each page, each line, is a testimony of who I was and who I am becoming. And in this full acceptance of myself, I find true freedom and joy. ❤

©️ Beatriz Esmer

Watercolor Painting Art — Women

One thought on “My own

  1. Rejuvenation and revelation are so vitally necessary to self actualize. You get more amazing everyday Bia. You have been my guiding light since the first day we met. I celebrate you everyday. Thank you so very much ❤️❤️

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