I spent forever trying to spell out the emotions I felt, whether they were painted, etched, sketched, or sewn into my flesh. You were a kaleidoscopic array of eccentric prose, a vibrant explosion of color and chaos that I couldn’t quite learn how to mold. Each attempt to capture your essence felt incomplete, as though words alone were insufficient to convey the depth of my feelings.

I began to think that loving you was easier through the acrylics, charcoal, and watercolor, and their hydrophilic pages. With each brushstroke and each line, I sought to create a portrayal that might show you what loving you is like. The canvas became my confidant, the paper my silent witness to the passion and confusion that you stirred within me.

In the swirling hues and delicate shades, I found a language that transcended words. The textures and tones spoke of the tenderness and intensity, the joy and the pain that accompanied my love for you. Through art, I could express the inexpressible, crafting a testament to the beauty and complexity of my emotions.

Each piece was a fragment of my heart, a glimpse into the myriad ways you touched my soul. And in these creations, I hoped you could see the love that words alone could never fully convey. For loving you was a masterpiece, ever unfinished, yet eternally captivating. ❤️

©️ Beatriz Esmer