As you close your eyes tonight and the weight of the day slips away, hold me in the quiet spaces of your mind. Keep me there as you fall asleep, and I promise I will try with everything I have to meet you. Let’s dream together of an eternal sleep—not one of dark endings, death, or destruction—but a beautiful, quiet escape. Just our escape from a sinner world we once loved to hate, a world that tried so hard to sell us its own cheap version of value and faith. We don’t need their truth; we have ours.
Just wait for me.

As the world blurs and your eyes close, let my face be the last scenery that fills your mind. As we expire to the noise around us, let’s step into the dark together. We have never been flawless, but through our very imperfection, we will seek to find our perfect alignment. We don’t need the physical world anymore. We will find an alignment with nothing tangible, if not everything at once.

Wait for me, please

I need you to hold on, because I am getting there as fast as my mortality allows me to. I am shedding the weight of this life, changing from solid mass to become nothing less than an idea, a living belief. I am fighting through every doubt, until not even the weakest, most broken part of me could deny that I deserve to be there with you.
I am running to you. Let me get to you before we leave…

© Beatriz Esmer